Friends

while its morning here, its late for most of u. :)

1. If you messed up, say to yourself "2moro is a new day" and believe in it. optimism rock your world

2. Numbers make u cry? (in scale). its ok. it happens to everyone. but don't let urself drown for hours.. if possible, search diff kind of number that's better to cry for. like.. do you know that 1000 children die because of water-related disease each day? That's something to cry about

3. See the mirror. You don't like what you see. But remember, you NEVER like what you see in the mirror, neither do I, so cope a little.

4. Things are going to be ok

5. People are being supportive. Respect them by cutting out the sulking

6. You're strong, you're amazing. anditisn'tsomethingforyoutoargueabout!!! rofl sorry XD <3

7. I love you, if u dunno for who's sake u stay strong for, do it for me?

8. I care about you. Maybe i cant get to talk to all of u, but i really do care. D:

9. We feel enuff pain. If you're 'gone', we'll be sad. Don't give us another reason to cry about :(

10. I triple love you. Nah. even more :)


xoxoxooxxooxox

I could never post a picture of myself here.
Would you...could you?
I would be too afraid.

hey everyone.
I don't post very often, mostly just write in my journal (when I have time) but I was just curious about a couple things.
First of all, when you weigh yourself, do you weigh yourself with or without your clothes on?  I used to without, but then I thought about how I'm never around anyone WITHOUT clothes on and so it's not really fair to say I weigh only such and such amount when what really counts is how much I weigh with the clothes....does that even make sense? :-P  Anyway, I weighed this morning on my notoriously crappy scale and guess what?  105.  I'm freaking out.  I was stuck between 107 and 110 forever, not helped by the fact that I have been doing a lot more excersising and stretching and muscle building, which makes me look a bit better not weigh less and it was driving me nuts.  Oh, and that was with clothes on.

Okay, next thing....

Measurements, anyone?
Mine----
Height- 5'3"
Bust- 30
Thigh 17.25 (freakin huge blubber thighs.  they are my most hated body part)
calf- 13.25 (actually, my legs are just bad all around.  I see fatter ladies with skinnier ankles than me.  it's sad)
waist- 24
hips- 30 (sadly, I can't shrink bone.  there's still fat there though....)
wrist- 5.75 (another weird thing...I have friends who are bigger than I am and have wicked skinny wrists that are bony.  not me)

I'm just really curious about other people (especially those around my height) and what they weigh and what there measurements are

oh, but this was cool...I did a body fat test and it said mine was 11.6%  sounds terrible, but supposedly it's "unhealthy" to be below 22% (what?!?!?!?!?!) and athletes are between 10 and 15.  y-e-a-h.  It told me I had 12.6 pounds of fat and the rest was muscle/bone/blood etc.  My thoughts----
probably inaccurate
12.6 pounds that has got to go

sorry to ramble.  answer if you want to. ;-)

I love how i did the face to my name like 6 hours ago, and there has been almost everyone here done it haha.

I messed that up.....

all of your pictures are gorgeous!!  I feel so gross!

I'm just curious about the grief process in horses?

there were 3 horses down the back of my agistment property. all other horses on the property are towards the front (so, several hundred metres away, separated by trees, buildings etc).

one of the horses tragically passed away from colic, he was not on the property, but at the vets... so the last thing the horses saw was him being floated away in the middle of the night and not returning.

since then, my horse has changed quite noticeably.
( some details )

Thought I would jump on the bandwagon...

( Come see me! )

I"ll post a picture........can someone explain to me the way to do it really fast?

A) I don't know how and...

B) I am scared of posting my picture online.....

:(

FACE TO NAME.


( EXCITEMENT )

Check this out:

http://theskinnywebsite.com/site/2008/09/05/jessica-stroup-is-scary-skinny/#more-10893